Is being suicidal in pregnancy just due to hormones..??? i havent even given birth yet.?

while I was pregnant I developed OCD it was horrible I too had thought of suicide but then I had t think of my unborn and my husband. It got so bad I admitted myself in a psychiatric ward and It was the best thing I did. You need to take this seriously hormones perhaps but just seeing what you have gone through and the pain you have suffered there is no telling what you might do, Leaving the baBY BY an abusive husband omg NO. THINK OF YOUR UNBORN AND YOUR CHILD THEY NEED YOU. pLEASE TALK TO YOUR OB ASAP SO HE CAN DIRECT YOU. cALL NOW IF THAT MEANS PAGING HIM. gOOD LUCK AND PRAY